Always look on the bright side of life

逃避

一个不小心，把自个儿当超人了，连胃也跟着收缩自如，喂它就吃，不喂就饿着，也没跟我闹别扭。今天去tuition时又见那只猫，一如既往躺在楼梯拐角处，待有人经过时，就眨巴一下那深邃的猫眼。真不知是该羡慕她无忧无虑，还是鄙视她庸碌无为。

遇到一个engine的同学，近期有4，5门考试，比较之下，挺羡慕我的清闲的。哭笑不得啊，原来我算清闲的了。每个人都过得比我忙，比我累，那怎么我就那么多牢骚，那么想逃避呢。纳闷。

又想起去年的一首歌了，by Simple Plan, 有时需要经过彻底堕落，才能让脑袋恢复正常，清晰地知道现在的生活是美好的。

Do you ever feel like breaking down
Do you ever feel out of place
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away
Do you lock yourself in your room
With your radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else
Are you sick of feeling so left out
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate
Are you sick of everyone around
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think i'm happy
But i'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always get you what you wanted
You never had to work yet it's always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

posted by bigfish @ 7:18 PM